Laura, My dear friend. I don't know what to say right now since I know that there are no words to help. Just remember all the time,caregiving, driving around,being a maid, etc. Without you where would they have been? You helped make your Dads final days happy, cheerful and he didn't think so much about the pain. That makes you a true Angel in my eyes. Remember you are truly never alone. Your Dad will be with you always, he will live in your heart forever and he may not have said it but he really loved you for all that you did. That will be in his heart forever. I just wish there is more that I can do for you. I can truly say I understand your pain and I wish there is something I can do to ease the hurt. You are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. I am here for you always. Love, Sandy, Louie and Andrew.